June 25, 2013
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I’m such a big baby. Crying about everything. Vlog
This was a few days ago… I couldn’t get it to upload in time and them forgot about it.
I think he’s going to take it now though… we will see if he passed the aptitude test in the next 4-8 weeks.
Comments (4)
I hope things work out! It’s hard to change your way of living – or working! So – yeah!
I dont get the impression he knows how much this bothers you. I think you should tell him, because if he choses not to take it, I dont see y’all relationship improving, I see you blaming him for not taking the job. But if he takes it, I could see him being bitter doing a job he might hate. This is tough. Prayers for you both and this big decision!
I hope you have been able to let him know how upset and scared you are. If you know you will be able to complete your own education and get a job in a year or so ~ then if he hates the mill, he can start looking again for an IT job or whatever he thinks he might be happier doing. Not having money or paid insurance is a huge factor in both of your lives as well as your children’s lives. Good luck.
@myseniormoments - @Doubledb - We discussed it before I posted this video. he could tell i was stressed through the week. So I just put it all out there for him before I blabbed it on Here. He came to me tell me he could never pass up this kind of stability, and he could tell it was worrying me that he considered it. he appreciated that I would have supported him pursuing a different career, but I wasn’t hiding it well that I disagreed. LOL